Posted by Fadzuli

June 12, 2004

Let’s talk about family today.

Sometimes I feel sad when I looked at my family..We have never been really close and united. When i read or hear about other families being close, I always hope that mine will be the same.

My Dad…

He’s an easy person to interact with but sometimes I hate his attitude because he like to act as the Mr Know All. Hmmm why can’t people humble themselves and talk nicely. When there are guests at home, he always talk bad about my mother. He will be saying that my mother did not do this and that.I don’t understand why he must be so strong headed and stubborn. At times I see my father as heartless.

Yesterday I talked to him about NDP. This guy has no sense of conversation at all. He takes it so readily and easily. He keeps saying that the people in charge of NDP will do it and its that not difficult at all to conduct such event. I’ve been working my ass out for the last 6 months just for NDP and he says that like its so easy. Typical civilian.

My mom.

Actually my mom is the most hardworking person in my family. She’s the only person I will really miss if she ever passed away one day. She worked day and night and still get scoldings from my father for not doing chores. I don’t understand what my father is thinking. Mum is also workind and yet she also need to the chores.. Come on lah give her a break and please help out with the chores.She is the only person to trust with money. My father I can’t give him any as he might just buy ridiculous stuff. A good example was the ST1100. That money was supposed to get him to Umrah with mum today.

Mum is going for Umrah today. Will miss her for the next two weeks.

I’m the second child.I have a elder brother and two more younger bros..

Elder Bro.

He’s the worst person in my family. Can’t stand his bloody attitude. Similar like my father, too damn arrogant and obnoxious. Always want to win when we are in a conversation and he thinks he is Mr Right. Craps. Actually I’ve my not talked to him since I was 14. We had a fight because of a tv. The tv was damaged due to intense gaming but it was not entirely my fault because he was playing the games most of the time. He accused me and expect me to pay for the repairs. How to pay when I don’t have money and I’m not working then. My brother really has no sense of ..what hell. i don’t know the word. Until now, i’ve never really treated him as my brother as he is so much immature than me even though I’m 3 years younger than him.

My little brothers are all addicted to video games due to my elder brother’s influence. This is one of the reasons why I hate my elder brother so much. All of them become so lazy and the only thing they would do is play at games all the time(Day and Night). Studies flop and so on.

If you looked at me, I’m more to mum’s side even though I have bit of my father’s intelligence. I want to be like mum, caring and never gives up on us. Even though we have to lived a hard life most of the time in the past, she was the one who always gave us hope. Thanks mum you are the greatest.

There more stuff to talked about but I just can’t express anything in words.

The sensitive me.