1 down and so many more to go..

After 6 hours of staring at SQL codes, finally i could figure out what was wrong with the codes. Sometimes i kind of hate myself because my brain wasn’t as sharp as when I am 2 years back..Normally it took me like 1 hour to finish homework but now it seems like 1 question takes me that long..My God this is really getting bad.

Blame the Army!! Actually not true cos I should blame myself. I just pondered back what I was doing those nights when I had nothing to do. As a Staff Officer normally the nights are quite free but the day job can kill you. by night fall you would end up a Zombie. Should have read up the books or picked up a course to do maths or what so ever. In Uni the day is like trying to understand and at night trying to understand again…Eh what telah happened?

Well first thing first, I need to start to focus and stepped up my gear and start catching up.

What the hell yesterday i only managed to do 2 maths questions. Actually I had learnt the topics before except for Mathematical Induction. The info just wouldn’t want to kick in.

Flashback—I remembered those days when I see Calvin studying in the library trying very hard to understand the maths (This was in poly) cos Calvin was from ITC. Even though he did not do as well as me but he worked like a horse..Day and night, never ever thought of quitting because he really wanted this diploma.

Well now its happening to me. Yeah I think my maths gonna suffer this semester but like past years I am capable of changing the tides.

Why still so stress?

Fatigue….this was in my mind….i need a break…..I had never had a long break since i turned 18.. i really need a holiday.

Dear Allah,

Give me strength to push on and show me the path to success.

Probably i have not seek you and sometimes have forgotten you. Forgive me if I have sin.