Holidays getting boring

Other than the soccer, sepak takraw and badminton activities lined up, there’s nothing much to do at home. Yeah helping Luqman build the PBM forum filled some of the time but feeling very empty lately. Kind of sad huh…holiday nothing to do…what the hell..

When school starts you want to have holidays but after exams time is wasted when its not properly planned. Initially i wanted to play games and start to learn PHP programming but the interest just died. Not sure why it just died..

I should have signed up for the holiday courses but it really cost a bomb siah..$300 smakeroos….OK nvm about that…but there’s a part of me missing something which i need most a companion…someone to talk to, crap to, joke to and make my life complete..

Probably this is the time to chase for the girl of my dreams…probably…but I know myself because i do not dare commit to someone for a long time cos my priorities are all about work…What have i become a workaholic maniac and money driven person. Many times I asked myself is this what I want. I have this selfish attitude that says my work and studies comes first and my social life comes second..I can’t really balance both….

Anyway that’s me. Probably this is my flaw, my weakness.