I guess its my first F in Uni

Posted by Fadzuli

October 8, 2006

Wah i’m very much shock with the latest result of my CA for my GEM. I wonder if studying and understanding is enough to score grades. Someone ask me, did I clarify or did I ask the lecturers what before the test.

Sometimes i wonder, what do you actually ask them? If i really dont know of course I would i ask but this time round the answers are all over the place its matter of picking it up and so what can I really ask them. Honestly I myself dont know.

Other than knowing the format of the paper, what else do i need to expect. I even did the past year papers which were exam papers of course and its suppose to be harder than the CAs.

EGOs aside, actually i have shove that freaking ego aside long ago but this still happens. A last chance to redeem myself and I almost blow it. Haizz..

So what else to do right but to move on knowing that i blew 40% of the whole course away and i did not even SU the mod. Sometimes wishful thinking and hardwork is not enough. Probably my strategy wasnt right.

I guess its a sign from God. But still i dont understand what he is trying to tell me. Its been really a painful tests these last few years and I question myself where am I going wrong.

Probably someone should tell me straight in the face what to do.

ANyway sadness aside, i have a new web offer last friday and probably this would be the money which can last me for the next few months.

I guess now my target for the F paper should be a C+..An A would be kind of impossible..

Wounded but happy. All great things comes from Allah and the bad things comes from us. Dear God please guide me to the right path and give me strength to push on..

Life Mission: I enable others to discover purpose in their lives and empower them to pursue their dreams and live life to the fullest.